abba , i’m at zero again. or at least now i’m aware of it.
vaguely i know that you are fullness and abundance and blessing and joy. very vaguely. help me not just to know this from a distance. help me to testify that it is true in my life.
am so frustrated with work, people, life, myself
like a thread snagged and now i’m coming undone
oh well. you bind up what is broken. i give up.