in His great mercy and great wisdom,
i find all other channels of delight and relief closed off from me
there is only only ever only one.
i’m weak. i have thoughts like: must You really have all of me? must i kill all my sin? must i define sin quite like that-anything that will lesson my affection and desire for You?
i’m weak but You’re strong and my answer is i must, though it means i am on my way to becoming absurd.
discipline is mercy. discipline is the Father’s love. Father.