equilibrium is a word mom gave me when i called last night. i’ve been thrown off and things are a bit wonky but i can be sure that He will restore balance eventually. word from pastor: pursue wisdom. she cries out on the streets!
other words are: upheaval, transition, overwhelmed, peace, enjoy. feeling guilty for enjoying is a symptom of me feeling like i earn righteousness by hanging my head / gritting my teeth / ‘suffering’
i feel so much peace!
truly truly organic. letting You have control is fun. You bring the unexpected every single day and b/c i know each person/convo/encounter/situation is from You i also know that You’ve equipped me. ephesians- prepared beforehand good works for me to walk in. SO BEAUTIFUL.
just this week alone. people arriving at doorstep. emails out of the blue. reconnecting.
watch out for extreme self-centeredness creeping in
grieving-rejoicing. knowing the world but knowing the world-healer… both equally important.
sun on my face. cannot handle. it’s like my body can’t contain the sheer promise/joy/goodness of God. wrinkle and crackle. RESURRECTION BODY? haha
still struggling w sleep but rested spirit.